Tuesday, March 31, 2009

To: __________




This is for the girl who sucks at making me sad..


For everyone who notices the little good changes in me. If you ever meet this girl. You'll know why I am always good around her.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

You Remind Me




I got a crush on the finest chick
She's the girl I've been trying to get
I just want to walk with her and get to know her
But to her I'm a foreigner
See, it's kinda weird cause she reminds me of a girl that used to like me
But she ended up moving to Florida
And sometimes I still talk to her
But this new girl is kind of better than her
Now I got a feeling that shorty might be my new best friend and my wifey
But these day's a brother can't show how he cares
Because he's look weak. and if he don't show how he cares, he's a jerk
Dang girl you so much work. I like you so much I'm going bizzerk
I'm hanging on your every word like an office clerk
Or is it an office assistant
Everywhere I go I think of you
I like everything that you do
When you draw me those sweet cartoons
And we can grab lunch in the afternoon.
Hopefully we can be more than friends very soon.

Friday, March 13, 2009

There She Goes Again.




There goes another girlfriend..

Silly of this chick to try ever pretend that we could ever be friends.
I'm done with rich girls, bimbos, and skitsos that throw brick through your windows


The girls look good but they a trip though.


You make a nigga wanna go crazy..

Question? Is it wrong for me to speak to my ex's
and what if she don't hear from a nigga til breakfast.

Dang, girl quit stressin. Everytime I talk to you I'm questioned.
She losing trust in me.. Going through my phone.. She swear I'm cheatin

She swear I'm tryna bone.. She like "Marcus, I know you be out with them thirsty hoes"


haha.. only if you think so..

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Love vs. Love.





I'm on this paper chase.. It's nothing personal.. but you offer me is less than what I'm searching for..

It's kinda funny how you said that there ain't no good brothers left.. but there are good sisters.. whats really good with ya.

At the start you was praying for a goody good and now you want a hood nigga.. someone with good figures

You say you lookin for " a dedicated love ", you'll never date a thug, and you're looking for a church going nigga who's the educated thug.


What the heck.. you say want this, when you really want that.. In my opinion you are really whack. I wish I had what he had. You say he treated you bad.. and you say I treat you good.

But you think you love him and I feel like a brother to you?

Damn, stuck in the friend zone? F*ck the friend zone.. But here it go again..

In love with another girl trying to be my friend

Speedball?

What the hell is speedball?! This "sport" we're playing uin p.e. is weak as hell Im and Im done playing....

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Plan B.





I ain't got much.. I ain't ballin..and I'm frontin like I got it

Maybe we can get a bite to eat and we can coast.

First I pick you up in my hooptie. Open your door and make sure you're in all right.
Drive you to the nicest place.. maybe Mickey D's or maybe to the movies.

Then I'll try to make a move. And then you'll move one seat down. I'll frown a little bit. Trying to play it off like it don't hurt.

Forget you trick, I'll move on to the girl sitting on the left and start to flirt.
She looks good with her pink shirt and short little mini skirt.

Look at that girl pretending she got a donk. She wearing those leggings like she gon give some out when she really won't.

Dang girl quit being stangy! If you ain't goin then it's time to move on to plan B.

Untitled.





She loves my frames.. I love hers.. She's not wearing shades just curves


I love her brain... no words.

She loves the attention. And did I mention
Shawty was a 10? Lookin like the girl of my dreams.

Brown skin, light eyes and nice thighs.

or something nice hair, slim waist, big butt

thats why I love what I does.. She asked why I liked her and I said "'cause"

Maybe I need to drink I need a little buzz..
We need to get together or forget what we was..

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

To: _________ Pt. 3





love of my life you is. damn you're the girl i'd like to kiss.


please miss leave your excuses at the door. the less I know about makes me want more
If you're love is for sale, I'd gladly go to the store

With you I am never bored. She said I was cute. I said "if you say so"
I love the way me and you connected like legos. I'm gonna keep you on my wrist like Seiko.

Our love can be whatever you want. We can be any shape like play-dough.
You taste so sweet like you are hot cocoa. I used to be all about hips and thighs.

And all of that changes when I look into your eyes..

Black Barbie. .




Black Barbie..

Are you as perfect as they say you are? They build you into what they want you to be.. You have no say..

Which way they portray you. They say you have "flava" and yet Barbie is the one with the dream house and lives in Malibu.

You live in the hood. They street. You've stayed in the park.. Dang Black Barbie.. Why did they make you so dark. They give you bogus clothes and give you the slogan.. She has all the flava. and yet she is the worst selling doll.

Society sees you as nothing but Malibu Barbie's sidekick.. Step up to the front. Quit being in the backk.. and PLEASE Manufacturers... STOP MAKING BLACK BARBIE SO DANG BLACK!!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

To: _____ pt. 2





I'm not saying that you're love is fake..

But it's you that a dream about.. even when I'm awake
I guess you can say I daydream a lot. When I see you walking all I can do it stop

I try not to stare.. I try to act like I don't care.
You look good in everything you wear

I remember you looked good... and I had a bad sweater
Or maybe it was a polo. We used to be one and now I ride solo.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

To: _________






I have alot of best friends.


But the truth is I lost my best friend a long time ago.

She actually just stopped talking to me.. I guess high school just tore us apart


I sometimes wonder what she's up to. I wonder if she's doing the same thing.

But I doubt it. She's become what both of us used to hate.. and it all started with those guys she used to date...

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Lil' Cousin..






UGH

Here we go again.. In love with another girl.. trying to be my friend..

Dammnit I DONT ANOTHER HOMIE! I HAVE ENOUGH FRIENDS! I GUESS I'M STUCK IN THE FRIEND ZONE


Don't you just hate it when you actually like someone.. I mean actually like someone and they give you that "I don't wanna date, you're like a brother to me".


I HATE IT. Dang man. I was feeling all good about her and now this.. dang.


I don't even know what to write at this point.. just dissapointed..

You want R-E-S-P-E-C-T?! EARN IT!




I hate fake people. It sounds so cliche to say these days.. I know. But seriously. People who act fake sincerely annoy me. Especially women who act fake. The girls that I know some are fake, some are sudo-fake, and some are just fake.


Why do people always act that way? I was on this girl's facebook and she seems so fake. I barely know the girl and I've actually talked to her like 3 times and I've lent her $2.00. She always posts these pictures on facebook and she's honestly always showing her clevage and sh*t. Thats cool and all I guess but I HATE IT when girls always say "Guys don't respect me" or even "Guys always see me as a peice of meat". If you don't want guys to see you as "a peice of meat" or if you want them to respect you.. DONT POST PICS LIKE THAT!


RESPECT ISNT GIVEN.. IT'S EARNED!


So if you want people to stop treating you certain ways.. act a certain way. Seriously I'm so sick of girls like that.. Even though you do look good and your body is righteous.. Have some respect for yourself.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Congratulations... Kinda.




YESSSS!!!!!!!!!!! I FINALLY BEAT MY FRIEND, LONDON, AT MADDEN 09! 5 times in a row. I feel good right about now. Next thing to beat is homework. Time to defeat this geometry. With a little bit of studying, a little bit of missed sleep, and a little bit of prayer I will get this homework done and pass this class with a C. I'd even accept a C- or a D+.


Also, I am feeling good in mind, body, spirit. It feels like all the stress has just been lifted right now. I feel high on life. Now I gotta get this homework done. Later kids..

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Anger Issues.




I am super angry. But you couldn't tell with the expression on my face or attitude.

I KEEP LOSING AT MADDEN AND COLLEGE HOOPS! I keep playing my friend London and I keep losing.. I'm really angry. I wish I can get 1 damn win.