I've been waiting for so long to get you all alone..

I been waiting for so long to get you all alone..


I keep listening to these songs reminding me of the girl I wish existed.. It seems like I am going for the wrong chick these days. And it's annoying. I just wish life was easy. I should really be doing all my overdue homework.. It's amazing how if you just miss one day of school all these assignments pile up. Maybe tommorow will be a better tommorow... TGIF..

I'll rant later..

Ms. Independent

Ok, I was talking to this girl last night and she was telling me how she doesn't need a man or whatever. She and INDEPENDENT WOMAN.


I'm all for girls being independant and what not but honestly people start male bashing dudes and sh*t. Just because you've had several bad relationships with scrubs doesn't mean all guys are like that. Seriously. I hate that. If you keep having bad relationships maybe there isnt anything wrong with the guys. Maybe it's your taste in men.

Girls always complain how "he isn't treating me right!" "I hate men". Dude come on. Girls always ignore the good guys and go for the "bad boys" and they say there are no more good men around. Ladies get over the hatred and go look for a good man. He's probably closer than you think. Or you've probably rejected him. My advice you is.. you have to get out of your own way sometimes to find happiness..

Mixtape Season....

Hello world. I'm in school right now in the library. Juss chillin. I juss played basketball like an hour ago. My legs are pretty much done for the day.


BUT!

I am going to tell ya'll what I've been up to for the last week... HOMEWORK! and Writing new songs for the mixtape I'll be doing. It's called FOOD STAMPS & LINK CARDS It should be pretty good considering the amount of work I am going to put in.

I'll be back later...

What's Love Anyway..

In honor of Valentine's Day I think I'm gonna write some kind of Anti Valentines Day thing.


I HATE YOU COUPLES OUT THERE!

Sometimes I wish I had a girl.. Well I kinda did but she moved to Florida.. That sucks. But it's times of the year like this when I wish I had a girl or even a girl that was marginally interested in me. I could get something goin. But nah, not this year. Not in 09. I remember two years ago that was kinda the best Valentines Day. It was grammar school but it was still super fly. My school had the Valentines Day dance the friday before the actual day.. But I was doin it big. It was my birthday, I had a girl, and I went to the dance fresh as hell. I forgot who my girl was at the time.. Maybe it was one of the Stephanie's I dated. Oh, dang it was Stephanie Reyes. She was quite fine that day. Haha. But the dance was crackin and we was all boyfriend and girlfriend-ish. It was cool. Fast foward a couple of years later When all the girlfriends have moved on and I'm sitting here typing my dislike of all the couple's I see. Ehh, I wish my Florida girl was here. But she's not. Oh well. Valentine's Day should be bittersweet. Maybe just bitter. Or maybe it will get sweet. Only time will tell. I'll let yall know what happens..

SO FAR GONE...

SO FAR GONE just dropped today. I listened to it twice. It was amazing. Now I can look foward to Drake's album. Can't wait for that.

But my day was pretty much decent. I woke up early to go get a new phone. Didn't happen but it's shipping in tommorow. That's good. and tommorow is valentines day... ugh. No Valentine for me this year.. maybe I'll just chill with the friends. I guess maybe downtown. At least they said downtown. I don't even wanna go that much.

Maybe next year I'll have a Valentine...

School Days..

Man, it is super hot in school today. what the hell is going on around here. But school is kinda sucking right now. But in gym we played basketball. I beasted with my lil 6 points and 1 assist. Man this day needs to hurry up and be done. 5 day weekend which means lots of sleep. chillin with the crew. and hanging with girls. 16 hasn't been AS sweet as I thought it would be. Maybe this 5 day weekend will cure my angst... tsk tsk.

Too much food!!

Man I think I ate too much today. Like I feel terrible. On top of that I gotta study for a quiz for tommorow morning and I don't even have the notes for it. Then I gotta do two pages of geometry well really just one, then I gotta finish up this essay for American Lit. and I don't even know where to start. I need a job. I need money.

Also I've been 16 for two days and it feels good. Today was a beautiful day. I wish I had a digital camera. I would've been taking pics all day. It was 65 degrees in Chicago.. IN FEBRUARY!!! Wow. It was an amazing day I really should be doing homework. But I'll wait another 30 minutes...

Happy Birthday to me!

In school right now. Just finished printing out my paper. and now I decided I wanted to blog. My birthday so far has been just like a regualar day. nothing out of the ordinary. Maybe it's just me or does 16 suck right now? But oh well it'll get better. I'll check in with yall later.

Happy Birthday to me!

In school right now. Just finished printing out my paper. and now I decided I wanted to blog. My birthday so far has been just like a regualar day. nothing out of the ordinary. Maybe it's just me or does 16 suck right now? But oh well it'll get better. I'll check in with yall later.

24 Hours and Counting...

24 hours until my birthday.. Finally sixteen. Will sixteen be sweet or will it be sour? Hopefully it'll be better than fifteen because 15 was bittersweet some great times and some down right crappy times. But only time will tell.. But until then.. I guess I'll hit this up again later.. maybe in 12 hours?