To: B.K.A.D

The apple of my eye.

The girl who I love.

I promise that I will never put no one above

Yes, you're the one.

Jayden is what we would name our son.

I want to keep you around for a while

Baby, I love your smile.

You're the truth baby.

So I promise I'll be honest

In the future we'll fine like wine.

I'll never put another over mine...

You promised me forever

You promised me you'll stay

So, I'll love you forever and it'll stay that way...

the COOL bowl.

The Cool Bowl from Luc Alexandre on Vimeo.

*Mixtape of the Week*

Download the mixtape here!!

Mixtape of the week goes to Curren$y. This mixtape is called "Smokee Robinson". This is probably the illest mixtape put out in 2010. Like every song on here is very dope. But my favorites have to be "Jordan 3's", "Bout It", "Racing Stripes" ft. Dom Kennedy, and "Monte Carlo Music". Like I can listen to this everyday and just vibe off of it.

Curren$y was once signed to Young Money.. Man, if you ask me I think Lil Wayne made a mistake. This guy would've made that label the new Roc-A-Fella. For real though. He's one of the best out there right now. If you don't think so.. Just listen to the mixtape homie.

I'm looking forward to more projects from Curren$y just because of this mixtape. He's going to be big in 2010 so be on the look out for this guy from New Orleans.

Hello, 17.

Um, man. I'm turning 17 in about 2 hours.. Woah. I made it to 17. I know some dudes who didn't make it to my age. And I feel grateful. 16 was a loooooong year. Like I thought it would never end. But 16 was probably the best year of my life. I've experienced heartbreak, pain, love, lust, and everything else. It's just I gained and lost a lot during this age. Lost some friends and gained some. And I don't mind. I'm finally being reconized for me. People know my name. People know who MdB is. People know who Marcus Browder is. Like sometimes I feel humbled. Like I'm just being me. I don't who else to be and people actually like me for me.

I don't need to put on any front for anybody. I'm the same with everyone and people like me for that. I've been exposed to more shit during my 16th year of life. Man, it's been a trip. But 17 and beyond I'm gonna try to do right. I've been messing myself up and I can't have any of that anymore. Like I have to become a more mature Marcus. Like I have to make a lot of shit happen for me. and 2011 will be my greatest year. Yeah, not 2010. But, 2011.  I'm growing up... And I like it. I can't stay a kid forever.

MAESTRO KNOWS

Maestro Knows - Episode 4 (Bun B) from Maestro Knows on Vimeo.

Maestro Knows x. Bun B

Maestro Knows x Ibn Jasper

Maestro Knows - Episode 3 (Ibn Jasper) from Maestro Knows on Vimeo.

Maestro Knows episode 3. Ibn Jasper

We Major

Man, I'm just thinking. We can be doing something better with our time.. I'm living life with purpose now. I got things I wanna do. Places I wanna go. It's time to go from being local to going MAJOR.

I'm watching and listening to people. It's time to make moves. And we're about to go to work. Freshness all around. It's time to stop slackin. And get it together...


That is all.

MLK.

Today was Martin Luther King Jr day. This man was a father, preacher, doctor, and activist. If not for him I don't know where I would be. Would I have had the same oppurtunities as I do. I mean without Dr. King... Man, it's crazy. Without him I wouldn't have had thing oppurtunity to be educated among people outside of my color.

Dr. King has done so much for my life. He should be a big part of everyone's life because he along with several other activists changed America.

Thank you Dr. King.

*I'll do more about him in BHM.

T!$A Vision..

Tisavision.tv - EPISODE 1 from Creative Control on Vimeo.

This dude is BONKERS with the music/ art/ clothing. Just ask KanYe. He'll tell you.

Taz Arnold is DOPE.

Successful.... =\

As I sit here.. Listening To the unreleased version of "Successful"...

I see, how I'm growing up and how I am change. Everyone says a little change is good.. But what do they say about a lot of change? Because there is a lot of change going on around me. I'm gaining new friends and losing some old ones.. I don't want to lose the old ones but it looks like they don't want to be around anymore.

I feel like there is a certain level of expectations I have to live up to.. The pressure was getting to me.. But, I refuse to drown in the pressure. So I'm fighting it. And I'm trying to stay me... But all I want in life is....


The MONEY & CARS & CLOTHES & HOES... The end.

"Have a Coke and a smile"

"And shut the fuck up"

that is all..

COOOOOL KIIIIIDS

WE CAN DO IT BIG: VIDEO from Creative Control on Vimeo.

Ski Beatz ft. The Cool Kids & Stalley - We Can Do It Big

My gift, My curse.

This is my gift and my curse.

I care too much. I put too much emotion in.

I heard I was clingy. I heard I IM too much.

Is it bad that I wanna feel your touch?

I guess so. I guess it's bad being passionate.

You won't even reply to back. And that's ok. I know your reasons behind it.

I know about all the other dudes. I'm not trying to sound rude.

But he don't deserve you. I do.

What does he have that I don't

I try to be cool in front of you. Like we're just homies.

Secretly, I think the thought of me and you makes you seasick.

I should be the one you pick. I'm not gonna beg you to be with me.

Beggers can't be choosers.. And for now, I'm not gonna choose you.

Crush... Crushed

They say it's better to have loved. Than to have never loved at all

But why am I talking about love, when I only liked you.

And come to think of it, I would've wifed you

But you just don't feel the science or chemistry anymore

You're the only girl I wanna be with and I will do anything to get you

I can't stand the thought of another man getting what I want

And I want you. I know it's kinda crazy going insane over a girl that I barely know about

But what I know is that you're amazing, dope, and I like your eyes.

Your brown skin, your lips. And if you don't feel the spark

Then I will re-ignite it.

I haven't felt feelings like this in a long time.

But they say love is blind but I'm blinded by the shine that you give off when you smile

Me and you is how this fairytale is gonna end.