Amerie ft. Fabolous - More Than Love

I really like this song. I downloaded it a couple of weeks back. The video just gives a better visual for the song and that's what videos a should be. this is ILL. I loved the instrumental for the song and Fabolous did his thing on the track.. "Trust me... I don't even trust me" ... DOPE.

And I LOVE Amerie... Like honestly.. She's amazing and gorgeous.. I love her. lol.

Something

girls are like buses. miss one in the next 15, one coming.

haha, quoting gucci mane.. it's 5:01 am. I'm up listening to So Far Gone. Man, this is like the MdB soundtrack. Every word relates to me in some way. It's crazy.

As I go through the thoughts in my mind. They come back to three things. H.E.R., Writing music, and doing something great. I feel as if I've been so inadequate. I feel like I'm missing out on something. Like I feel like I've just been coasting through life. I know I'm not the freshest, but I could be. I'm not the smartest, but I could be. I'm not the strongest, but I could be. All these shoulda, coulda, woulda are gonna become reality. I am going to change my mindset in 2010.

I need to do this for myself and become a better Marcus. Nobody likes a loser my mom always tells me.. So I guess I have to become the opposite of a loser and become a winner.

I want to be Everybody's Somebody.

and this girl on my mind is crazy.. she's so beautiful.. I swear, I can't wait to look into her eyes.. And look into her heart. And tell her I'm the one because I wanna take it slow with her and be her man for a while.. So, let me slow my roll. Slow and steady wins the race.

*Mixtape Of The Week*

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I like this mixtape.. A lot. It's in heavy rotation in my playlist. My favorite tracks are "On Tha Pill", "Weekend", "The Thrill", "Miles" and "One Way". See those are a lot of favorites. I don't usually

fall in love with mixtapes.. But yo, this is ILL!! I 100% support this dude.

I've been a fan of his since that "Say Yeah" single but after that I was just like "eh, ok. here's another one of "those" rappers". But he is sick on this mixtape. And his album wasn't a dissapointment. Look out for Wiz in 2010

Boyz N The Hood ain't nothing but trouble..

this is one of my favorite pictures ever. (via Bryan Espirtu of the Legends League)

He's a real talented guy from the Toronto area.

But anyway. I'm just over here thinking random thoughts. I finally told this girl I liked how I felt. She had no clue I liked her. I'm glad she didn't.  But idk where its going with her but most likely toward the FZ.

FZ = Friend Zone.. We know how that goes.. You wanna be with someone but they just wanna be "friends" and you remain in the FZ.

It's all good though. Christmas is almost here. And I have 1 gift bought.. I need to get like 192382388394738473487 gifts.. My family is gift greedy at christmas time. :\ smh.

But it's all good because I get to see all my cousins and aunts and uncles at the same time.. I cherish moments like those because we never know when we will have them again.

Come Winter

"Strolling in the park... And watching Winter turn to Spring"

I hate winter.. The only good things about it is Christmas and my birthday.

Although I do like the styles that come out in winter. Being in Chicago I hate the cold weather. It suuuucks. I wish it was summer again. Because it was decently hot. And I miss good weather.

LEMONADE... BURR!

This beat goes so hard on this song. Like I'm not the biggest Gucci Mane fan. But I gotta give props. The beat and the hook on this is ridiculous. And I like the yellow and the big breasted women in the vid ;).


BUUUUURRRRR!

50.

I like this video.. And this song is very solid. I like the lyrics.. A lot.

Pursuit Of Happiness

Sydney

I'm soooo tired of girls addressing me as a friend. Or I'm a really good friend. Or that's all we can be. I don't need another homie. I got enough friends.

maybe I just fall too fast for the poison these women offer me..

What Women Want

I've been talking to some girls women about what they want in a man. And I've come across some interesting point of views. Such as

"someone i can just legitimately hold a conversation with. someone who has something to talk about. any guy thats loyal i guess. lol guys always front like OMG GIRLS SO CONFUSING but girls really arent all that complicated. we just want your attention."

"GIRLS ALSO WANT A GUY WHO IS STRAIGHT FORWARD. no game playing or playing hard to get, thats us ladies jobs"


"I like dude being themselves, have style, funny, can make me laugh, fun, smart, has a job, sweet, kind."

"I want a man that is honest"

"looks. im big on appearence. if he isnt fly, or gorgeous ... i wont look twice"

"to be honest what i like in a guy is a complex thing not somthing that cant be explained."


Most women want different things depending on who you talk to. But the reoccuring answers were "being themselves" and "honesty"

Some girls try to change some dudes from being themselves. and when you ask "do I look fat in this?" should we be honest? NO.

But I wanted to show the contrast in what women went for.. If all women meant what they said what they wanted they would have their ideaLL guy. But, some are confused. And I'm just here thinking.. I have most of these traits. And I could definitely fix a few.. But, most men are what women want.. They just don't mean what they say and they trick themselves out of going for the right man. They always end back up with "Mr. Yeah" or the typical douche they that always hurt them.. But after all this.. I still don't know what women want.

YM - Bedrock

Young Money... I'mma be honest.. If Drake wasn't in YM I wouldn't give this label much of a chance but eh.. I like the song.. Of course Drizzy is my favorite part. The Tyga Tyga. <--- His mixtape is NICE btw.

But it was a solid song. And it is much better than the "Every Girl" video. So yeah, enjoy!

CM, YM!

Thicki Minaj

Nicki Minaj is at the top of the game as far as female rappers go. Like her, Love her or Hate her. You're still saying her name. I didn't really like her until I was riding down to my sister's school and all she did was play Nicki Minaj. So I caught on and got hip to the shit.

She's controversial. Sexy and her a nice voice for a female rapper. Kinda like Lil Kim meets Foxy Brown which would be my ideaLL female emcee.

And her freestyle at the BET Hip-Hop Awards was FIRE.

*Mixtape of the Week*

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This mixtape is ILL. My favorite tracks on it are "Fly Away" ft. Karina Pasian and "Laid Back".

I didn't know Diggy Simmons had this much talent. You wouldn't expect much from a 14 year old Richie Rich type kid. But he throws it down. And proved me wrong. I'm looking foward to his future projects.

"I'll take you to a island. He can't even buy you sand"

I love how most of these girls say they deserve the best. But yet they stay in dead end relationships. Their boyfriend doesn't care about them. But these women are lost in love. He doesn't really love you if he's playing games. If he'd rather smoke, or drink or do some other activity over spending quality time with you, you're stuuuupid for staying with this guy. This is how I see it, if you're in a relationship, Family, HER, friends.  That's how it goes. You should never ever put money over your relationship. or any other bad things. like drugs, etc, etc. If he isn't trying to please you then why are you with him. And then he cops an attitude with you and he bad mouths you. What is it gonna take for you to see that maybe he doesn't love you as much as you thought.

He takes you out.. And you end up paying. He causes drama. And you're still with him.

If your man don't treat you right, there are always other men out there who are willing to. I'll take you to an island and he can't even buy you sand..

That's all I'm gonna say..